Oh no skin is heading south!!!

The one thing that I am not liking is my skin right now. I can lie to myself but pictures DO NOT LIE!! I saw a picture that my Esthetician  posted up on Facebook and I did not like the lines on my forehead. Ok so its time to Re-do the Botox. I smiled in the mirror and I had some lines around my dimples that were not there before. When brushing my teeth yesterday I noticed lines around my mouth. hey I thought only smokers got those! Then tonight I downloaded some pictures from last Saturday's 5K and I saw what sent me into instant depression, my face has fallen!! It is now time to seek medical attention. My Esthestician talked with me about a new machine that she has that plumps skin and in 12 treatments will reverse the signs of aging. Ok I am going to give it a try but if it does not work, I am going to have a lift. I was already prepared to have a tummy tuck and lipo on the problem areas but I just cant take what is happening to my face. My friend said that my skin will figure it out but I am thinking NO its going to get worse. I may be over reacting but I have never liked the whole looking older thing. My face looks like 40 miles of bad road! Not liking that at all!
We all have our vanities. Some women are worse than others. Even though I was Fat I still liked my skin and I felt I had a pretty face. I still had my assets. Not so much right now LOL. Be real there are things that we all want to change. I don't care who you are you have a wrinkle or a roll that you want gone! I want them all gone but I will start with the accordion on my forehead! I mean did I really frown all my life? My mom was right, my face stayed that way! All the years of sleeping in my make up has caught up with me. No do overs. Crap.
Now I get a dose of TCA Peels and Retin A with this Lunch Time Face Lift Facial thing. Since I am not spending money on Fast Food I will gladly spend it on my face right now. I know women who learned how to ride a Harley after 40 and some that went on elaborate trips. Well I am getting my face back.
Sorry if its not your bag, I had to vent.
Keep Moving, I know that I will get in shape.